Aug 27th 2008.
why am I writing this …is it just for myself? Or do i want someone to read it. What makes me think that just putting everything in words will make it simpler or easier to comprehend? what lessons will I be looking for when looking back at my daily posts? why do we look for lessons in everything, is it just to make something painful hurt less…just to lessen the guilt when we are at fault…is it the vain streak in us that makes us believe that we live ( or would ) a life great enough that people would like to read about it? though, in reality – no one except for our vain-self will read and gloat ( or maybe, shriek in horror) .
till that day arrives – lets write some more.
looking forward to a good day tomorrow …wouldn’t be able to start it early as it is already past 2 am. hmm, maybe i can work on a new article…what to write ….dont have any ideas. haven’t been following any current events…dont know what to write about – lets do a search – story ideas??? something might come up.
I also have to go back to EMMA …it wasn’t boring or anything – i just lost track of the story – yet again !
goodnight.
