Strange things happen…the most unexpected things. something you could swear upon would never change - changes….something you hope, wish and pray for to change – never does. I am talking about relationships – something we mostly take for granted – at least I did. taking for granted does not mean I was not considerate , not cautious but I was very secure that some things that some people/some bonds do not will not change…but they do and that happens someone within you dies. you have something to mourn about all your life, and it is so deep and tragic just like death. infact it is more painful than death of a loved one as hope ( though false) never dies. false hopes of ressurection is alive making it hurt even more when that does not happen.
Maybe people, relationships dont really change. inside we feel the same but we fail to reach out. reach out while there is time. fail to reach out while the relationship is gasping for its last few breaths. I wonder am I the one who is not reaching out? only if I had magical powers or a magic wand , all i would wish for is to see inside each others hearts …hoping it would reassure me that I am still thought about and loved. I should be carful what I wish for…atleast I have hope now. maybe if we could really see inside people’s heart that might mean sudden death for our relationships with them and a cruel strangulation for our hearts.
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